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LEAVING THE DUNGEON

by Levi J. Miller

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1.
First of all I'm lost but I'm just fine, I've received intervention from the divine I don't know if my compass is right, so I'm gonna follow you into the light I don't wanna drift out of sight, and I don't wanna sink my ship just out of spite, But when i'm leaving my dungeon behind, understand I'm scared of what I'll find I don't wanna go, I don't wanna go Leave my dungeon on a Monday, I’ll make it through the woods by Sunday I'll never make way back there again Walking through the woods, keep my guitar with me like I know I should Play the animals my little songs, They’re leading the way so now it won't be long I've gotta be brave, gotta be strong, Gotta pray that everything doesn't go wrong Yea, I've gotta eat and get just enough sleep, If I wanna escape a dungeon so deep I don't wanna go, I don't wanna go Leave my dungeon on a Monday, I’ll make it through the woods by Sunday I know it's starting all over again I'm leaving I'm leaving I'm leaving through the dungeon walls A secret door opens, I'm leaving behind haunted halls Not perfect, been hurting, I'm tired of feelin' frail and small It's worth it, I've earned it, I hear the world outside it calls to me (Hey yea, hey) I hear the world outside it calls to me (Hey yea, hey) I'm tired of feelin' frail and small and weak (Hey yea, hey) I'm leaving behind haunted halls I'm free (Hey yea, hey) I'm leaving through the dungeon walls
2.
Waiting on another seventh chance, the only way to give my life back to God's Plan I've seen every demon, strayed far from his hands again, I need help defeating the Leviathan You shouldn't have to be afraid, of feelin' so misunderstand You never have to feel okay, as long as you're still feelin' Waiting on some honesty and truth, the crazy and deranged liar is on the loose I'm been tryna keep him locked inside his cage always, but it seems every evening he still swims away You shouldn't have to be afraid, of feelin' so misunderstand You never have to feel okay, Feels like I'm bad at feeling good Leviathan out in the waves, I’m never doin' what I should Sometimes I wanna kneel and pray, so I can stop this feelin'
3.
Hear my song, hanging on a broken string , Feel my hand, holding on for just one thing Feel my wings, feel like soaring Didn't waste a single breath instead I wrote them, Saving words for later livin' in my moment I had to find somebody else whose face was glowing I wanted to be better, but now I've started wondering if that pretty face was ever there Innocent, only by association, Had my trial, my defense on false pretenses Seething won, now-i'm by my side Didn't waste a single breath instead I wrote them, Saving words for later livin' in my moment I had to find somebody else whose face was glowing I wanted to be better, but now I've started wondering if that pretty face was ever there
4.
Even if I wanted, I would never try to see the things best left unseen I try to keep it simple-and-write another song about the sleeves I'm wearing green Even when i was laying on the floor, rotting as you opened up the door I know I know I know Yeah It's no secret to me, that they'll love me when I leave, so I'm always gonna wear my heart on my Never will I have to, write another song about the years being so mean Soon I'll have to write another-about riding around in a big green stretch limousine If you never want your ship to sink, read a book on how to never think Staying home I'm right on time, a way to feel like I'm alright It pays to feel like I can get some sleep I'm leaving home a wild night , I hold my coat around me, tight I brave the cold and pray my soul to keep Yeah It's no secret to me, that they'll love me when I leave, so I'm always gonna wear my heart on my sleeve
5.
Even when I lose my mind I lose it for the process And when I fall in love I lose my mind just to get obsessed Even when I say the things a good man's s'posed to say I'll always be a monster, Frankenstein, lock me away I can't sing anything without this air I'm breathin’, but I can sing a little something to believe in How could I ever think that my life was worth leaving? It’s like I had to hurt everyone to get even When everything else is goin' wrong I write my songs.
6.
MANIKIN BOY 02:28
Even when I, was a problem, I knew someday I'd likely lose sight, I wanted to be wrong but I was right Even when I, I was younger, I was looking for reasons to cry, I wanted to be old but I was wise Way back when I was a child, my body was free and wild Now I'm still and uninspired, just a puppet on a wire Like an broken amplifier, like a manikin on fire Every weekend, I was thinking, "Maybe someday I'll give up the fight” I knew I wasn't wrong, but it wasn't right Keep it even, leave me bleeding, read my little notes I write at night And when you leave my home, turn off the lights Way back when I was a child, my body was free and wild Now I'm still and uninspired, just a puppet on a wire I unnaturally survive, like a manikin alive
7.
Can you keep a secret if I tell you something? I was barely eating yeah I could barely function on any day, every single day I couldn't believe it, I thought it was nothing, looked-in-a bottomless pit and then I thought of jumping far away, then I was locked away Heaven stays, away cuz I don't wanna go there, I don't wanna go there, today Seven days, away now I don't wanna go there, no I don't wanna go there, okay? And all the places I've stayed are the same, a little worse or a bit better for the brain I've worn a hundred wristbands on my arm with my birthday and name And when I wear these socks I've got myself to blame Put me on a stretcher, stick me with an I-V, somebody found a letter on the floor where they found me all by my self, with my own self One day I'll be better, one day I'll breathe easy, I’m gonna disappear for a while so you can see me in better health, in better health Heaven stays, away cuz I don't wanna go there, I don't wanna go there, today Seven days, away now I don't wanna go there, no I don't wanna go there, okay? And all the places I've stayed are the same, a little worse or a bit better for the brain I've worn a hundred wristbands on my arm with my birthday and name And when I wear these socks I've got myself to blame With passion irreplaceable, with potential like a knife, this bond we share is dangerous, and lasts as long as life.

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There is really no Leaving, but it's a nice thought. "The Dungeon" is the convalescent mind. Many people over the years have told me how sad – or some variation of "sad" – my songs are; "Dungeon Rock" felt very fitting. You can actually Leave The Dungeon for a while, but part of it will always be there with you even when you convince yourself you're never going back. Wander through the woods ( outside of the dungeon ) for just long enough to perhaps forget some of the dungeon's interior designs ( those which are designed to destroy you ), all of the non-Euclidean, eldritch corridors which misled you at every turn which turned out not to be a turn at all. Purge these places from your mind and up into the trees. You will hear in the album's final moments a short "poem" – or maybe a "riddle" to which I just gave you the answer – that I wrote and recorded out in those same trees soon after I had left The Dungeon:

With passion irreplaceable, with potential like a knife
This bond we share is dangerous, and lasts as long as life.

— XOXO, LJM <3

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released April 19, 2024

All songs written, recorded and produced by Levi J. Miller.
Cover photograph by Courtney Blaylock.

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